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why won't they just freaking understand?!
I'm human
I have feelings...
They just don't care,
They only care about studies,studies,studies...
Makes me sick to the stomach, man.
It's never about me.
What about me ?
I wanna cry my heart out !!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHH !!!!!

i don't know why but lately i have been so OBSESSED with sketches, i mean sketches of clothes. FASHION, FASHION, FASHION !!!! that is the only that goes through my mind[ & her too] non- stop... i've been sketching in between lessons...ok not in between, during lessons is the right term. i'm obsessed with this book that shows step by step techniques to drawing a good sketch, but being me, i don't follow step by step. I just see and learn what i opine is important. Maybe, this is what i want to do in the near future... who knows really? :]

p.s: don't mind the a lil' retarded drawings...still work in progress :]

yesterday was a rocky day for us....

I was being too self- centered and selfish and self absorbed.
I cared less about her being around me.
I was being so thoughtless.
I was basically being a foolish idiot towards her.
That is why she got soo angry with me.
that is why i felt so wrong and bad inside.
I just hurt her feelings.
But I really regretted my actions.
That 's why i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooo
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
SRY !!!!
[& she forgave me...the end :) ]