Just Being Me :]

dust,dust.

2009-01-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

it's been like freaking long since i've posted.
cobwebs are forming and dust is accumulating.

ok, serious stuff now.
tommorow is like chinese new year celebration, so no lessons. but freaking french still have to continue. just kill me, someone please. one half says don't go, the other half says what excuse you wanna give, so go. but i think i'll go; it's a 51% to 49% win.

then, i had double sciences' test. so underestimated the questions. it was freaking hard and i was freaking panicking. but it didn't really bother whether i could do or not. failing is already too common, so why sulk and cry. just continue and learn right?

then i suddenly have this bird fever. i just wanna do ci[p at jurong bird park. then, i realised that it wasn't just come and go thing. there's a waiting list:( and someone else took the dates i wanted. feeling fed up now.

and ya, let's talk about mr senan, a malay teacher who covered for my hmt teacher today. he's like quiet nice i must say. he wasn't at all boring, and we so love how he conducts the class;really funny and you could laugh your heads off, but for nadiah, till tables shook and moved...you see how funny it was just by looking what happened.

& today, my mum was like being so naggy and long-winded. eh wait, she's always like that. i asked my mum whether my dad took my laptop and she told me to sms my dad. so i did. i called, but no answer. then i sms back to check whether the laptop was at home and she said my dad took it with him. so, she's literally telling me he's gone to work with it. the next thing, i called. then she told me my dad left his phone at work. like WHAT THE HECK ! she asked me to sms my dad even though she knew he left his phone at work. like where's the common sense. then she blamed me for not telling her earlier, if not she could tell my dad to just leave the laptop at home. i had asked whether my dad did took it or not, and she ya. so how would i know he's still at home. she's like so confused with her tenses. it's her fault that her tenses suck and i got confused because of it. then she nagged, nagged over the phone. blah blah blah. in the left ear, out of the right ear. so, after school , i went to my dad's workplace, IMM. and what a coincidence, my dad was in the same mrt cabin. i just walked over and demanded the laptop. but, i complained to my dad about my mum's excessive nagging and stuff. he like totally agrees. what can u say, typical women. then i asked for compensation because it was due to him leaving his phone i can't get to him and i got a earful from my mum. so i asked for lunch at mac. and i of course got it. what i say, goes.then, i thought of doing a bit of shopping but then i was in school uniform, so i went back home instead.

curse you sickening bastard !

2009-01-03T09:20:00.003+08:00

yesterday was like the worst day of my life.
after friday prayers, i went back to the spot to get my bag back
and what do you know, it was FREAKING MISSING,together
with amirul's pencil case.
tirmuzi's bag was ransacked as well.
It was horrible.
whoever the fucking bastard took my whole bag and
left no trace of it behind.
all my camera, my wallet, ic, hp earpiece,my specs, medication, library book etc.
it totally threw into a panicky fit...
really fucking sickening of the bastard to leave nothing at all,
and how "convenient" to just take the whole bag.
FREAKING BULLSHIT.
fortunately, i still have my freaking phone and ez link.
if not, there's no reason to live at all.

&at home, i broke a cup. how unlucky i am on new year's day....

get ready.

2009-01-02T05:49:00.001+08:00

this is gonna be one heck of a new journey.
So get reeady, set, GO!

countdown.

2009-01-01T19:25:00.000+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL

Mixed emotions

2008-12-31T17:21:00.002+08:00

i feel so freaking sick right now.
fel sick twice in one month.
hw unlucky can i be?

but still,
i got a new phone, a LG Viewty
and my first laptop.
how great is that.
that is what i call double happiness
but for me, it came with a price.
a miserable and sickly one.

YES!

2008-12-17T10:36:00.003+08:00

I've finally dug my hands in MacDonald's uber delicious burger.

after being deprived so many days;

it felt like milleniums.

I'm officially satisfied.....NOT !

desperately in need of a double choc frappe.

make it large. super large please.

& next victim,

watch out Donuts out there.

you are soooo in trouble :]

Specless ME

2008-12-15T18:30:00.002+08:00

Meet Specless Me :]

Bpghs- SMP N1 Purbalingga S.E.P

2008-12-14T19:33:00.002+08:00

My favourite pic of all from the Start of our learning journey in Purbalingga :]

I'm Back !

2008-12-08T11:18:00.014+08:00

it has been a while since i'm back from Purbalingga ,Indonesia.
Here are some photos from the trip.
I'm just plain lazy to tell grandfather, grandmother story.
* Start from the bottom and scroll up :]

BPGHS- PBG.

2008-12-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

finally, i've landed on Purbalingga soil.
and finally, i got my hands on a decent computer that has internet access.
it took 5 days you know...
So, it has been a great experience in Purbalingga...
thought the journey took half a day, but it was all worth it
to be together with friends.
anyways, it's freaking boring staying at home.
here, we're treated like superstars, VIPs.
the welcoming was already beyond what we expected.
we were even led by the police to the school.
and really felt honoured.
However, the weather here is freaking hot.
it finally rained today but it was so at the wrong time
if not today we could have went go karting...
and everywhere we go like there ain't any fans.
you're lucky if there's a single fan in your house, what more an air-con.
so far the experience has been quite great.
today is the last night at my foster parents' house.
tommorow, we'll be staying at a cottage
then this coming friday finally we get to do some
decent shopping! YAY !
this trip out into an unfamiliar territory is worthwhile after all :]

* wanna me to get you something in Indonesia? just sms me aite :] hehehe

Anxious.

2008-11-26T22:05:00.001+08:00

it's like 60 hours and 9 mins to flying off to purbalingga
& i freakin' can't wait.
Still i got loads of stuff to do.
Hell ya i'm so gonna enjoy myself on this trip
especially with my great great friends :]

East Coast Park

2008-11-25T22:50:00.002+08:00

OMG !
going to east coast with my friends was like freaking fun!
totally had a blast!
if not an explosion of fun and laughter !
went cycling till you could have nappy rashes :]
my handphone fell of the strap thingy
while i was cycling fast.
i totally freaaaked OUT !
my phone broke into pieces
and splattered all over the pavement
and there were cyclists.
i think my frantic actions
scared them off the pavement.hahaha
fortunately, it still works!
but drats, i can't get a new handphone just yet :[
aniway, then we really chilled out
to the only two tunes on the guitars we had,
which was 'with you' and ;lucky'.
then, we went for a swim.
it was super duper uber fun.
we played captain's ball and i was the goalie
whoever was in my path, suffered terribly.
try asking diyanah, saufy and izyan
then i tried to carry sufy on my shoulder
but he kept laughing hard[ and his laughs was hilarious]
i laughed as well but not with him, but at him.
but i so laughed at the wrong time.
i laughed will i was underwater and totally swallowed
a lot of sea water.
my throat felt like burning.
but despite the salty water up my nose, in my eyes and in my mouth,
it was damn fun!
and of course, there wasn't a moment without pictures

Hell loads of fun man.Wouldn't miss going out with my peeps ever again!

2008-11-25T21:54:00.005+08:00

I finally got my camera and here's some photos from a whole bunch:

awesome !

2008-11-09T21:29:00.010+08:00

this is like the best weekend ever.
unbelievable really.
it really makes me appreciate my friends & family more.
first, it was the visa card.
then gorging on the bestest donuts.
then sneaking out late to eat mac,
which was insane.
then my favourite cousin & cousin-in-law,
who are like the coolest, bestest cuzzies ever,
came down for a visit.
we liked talked and laughed.
it was a really good time spent.
then she offered to give me a camera.
I was like what the?!
A C.A.M.E.R.A !
my favourite cousin giving me a camera,
or that's what she said[ i'm just making wild guesses],
to ME !
WOOOOOHHHOOOOOO.
and it's quite a nice cam.
a Samsung S680 i think, 8.1 megapixel.
they found it at Starbucks,
and since she doesn't know how to use it
and she already has one that is far better,
why not give it to me!
kalau stakat pinjamkn pn bole ah :]
then, bole bawak gi purbalingga nanti.
gotta wait till nxt saturday then she'll pass it to me.
Neat man~!
she's gonna pass it to me nxt saturday.
Gerek sey !
then, i finally got to see "Wujud 2"
ain't that freaky like what others describe
but saw pretty neat stuff.
especially gambar "gule-gule" terbang...
tu gerek ah.
nampak org kene rasuk pn freaky.
Okay la Wujud, but kinda average.

Simply put it, AWESOME WEEKEND MAN!

best mates.

2008-11-08T22:11:00.001+08:00

we went on a gamelan concert last wednesday,5th nov 08

at Republic Cultural Centre.

it was simply superb.

& also,

kudos to our rocking gamelan instructor,

Mr Amran !

A day you will wished for.

2008-11-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

today was like so great.
finally had my hands on a visa card.
but it took some persuasion.
then asked for donuts.
and i got more than i asked.
my noisy sisters are out of the house.
peace and quiet finally.
plugged in the wrong bulb in the lamp.
had a blackout because of me.
it was so hilarious cos my sister was frying up stuff.
and it got burnt cos she was cooking in the dark.
hahahaaa....
really good day today aite?

it calls for a celebration

2008-11-08T15:31:00.006+08:00

WOOHHOOO.

i can't believe it but

i've gotten a visa card.

Yup, v.i.s.a.

at this age, it's a blessing

but there's a catch.

It's a gift card.hahahahahaaha.

it's only got a hundred in it.

and it's gone in a snap :]

What if?

2008-11-03T23:38:00.006+08:00

If i was born a british royalty,

call me " Sir Oliver Grey Nunneley".

If i was born an italian,

call me " Santo Ferrari".

If i was born a french,

call me " Anton Boucher".

If i was born a japanese,

call me " Yoshimitsu Gojo".

If i was a native american,

call me " Enapay Mochni",

meaning 'brave talking bird'.

If i was mexican,

call me "Don Ivan".

If i was brazilian,

call me " Djavan Otello".

If i was hawaiian,

call me " Lono Nahele".

If i was german,

call me " Oskar Werner".

If i was a rockstar,
call me " Wolfgang Agony".
If i was a DJ,
call me "Dj Speedy Monkey".

what's yours?

cries of sorrows

2008-10-30T17:14:00.002+08:00

i feel so fucked up inside.

I feel like crying out my sorrows

and scream it all out loud;

but let my cries and screms

be inaudible to the world.

Ouch !

2008-10-29T19:34:00.003+08:00

today was freakinh hell of a torture...
the first period was chemistry, and i was already freaking sleepy.
and i was asked to sit in front[ not becos i was misbehaving, I was a good student ok ]
and it was freakin' hard to keep my eyes open.
my head was drooping and it was hard to not slam my head on the table...

then during e maths, a guy from 3p1, chao yang i think was his name...
he played peek-aboo with mrs poh...haahaha
chao yang hid behind the door and bobbed up and down till she saw him.
i think she could have laughed but she resisted i guess...
she had a grin on her face though
he was even so bold to come into class when mrs poh was still in class.
but her back was turned towards him.
it was kinda hilarious.
he managed to do it a few times...

then during social studies,
i practically did nothing last lesson.
but this time i did a fair amount of the work but still it was not complete la.
just talked and talked with saufy.
ms tay finally caught me that time for not doing anything.
but luckily she gave me a chance ;]
& b4 that, mintak fana hp die teros slambe aje kasi...
practically, takde pape yg kite buat sgt ngan hp die pn.
tapi bile kasi balik, fana dah takot.....ehehehe.

den last period, nak jumpe amirul aleh2 fana pulak yg timbul
i told her stuff that she's been asking throughout the whole day...
teros die start menggiler ah...
then die dah mcm merajok gitu aku pegi la delete my "findings"...
takot nanti die tak fren aku lagi ke...
hahaha.fana kau ni mmg btl2 klakar ah prangai kau.

i think when tergiler giler ngan fana tu, it like really worsen my gastric pain
since after recess...actually it started in the morning...
i thot it was hunger pangs...
but it persisted.
so ,i didn't go for physics remedial.
and i was like going throught child labour on my way home.
all becos i didn't even bring a single gastritis pill.

today was hella torture still i got some fun out of it thanks to fana :)

2008-10-27T13:08:00.002+08:00

this is a picture during the last day of my training as conservation ambassador

at Jurong Bird park.

It was a great programme.

Loads of great people.

Gamelan ensemble

2008-10-27T13:03:00.002+08:00

ah, ni semue yg nak pegi purbalingga this end of november.

and we had to present a gamelan performance.

when it was with cikgu amran,

it was superb.

but now, without him,

we're like fish out of water.

despite thatm i hope we can pull this off perfect aite.

Jiayous bdk2 emas :]

sighs.

2008-10-27T13:02:00.003+08:00

I'm glad we managed to straighten things out.
I hope it works best for us.
Just keep you spirits high and everything will be alright.

it's more complicated than i thot.

2008-10-26T12:36:00.002+08:00

yesterday was really a turn off.

it was all quietness and temper,

faces and ignorance.

it felt awkward after all this long.

i just couldn't give in anymore.

I felt kinda irritated

knowing you react this way.

which is so unlikely of you

but still,

i was treated this way.

you wanted to talk,

and did came.

despite what i was feeling.

i stayed calm, never to explode.

cos i had your feelings in mind

i still loved you.

we talked

and straightened things out.

we still were stuck at the same old question

should we continue or go back to our old selves?

it was up to me,

but i can a one-sided decision.

in case regrets happen and

i will feel guilty.

i cared for you deeply.

u realised your mistakes.

that's why we patched up.

It was great.

I was ready to keep my promises.

but already the same day,

it happened again.

in two hours record.

i was surprised at your reaction.

i wanted to go out and socialise

but u rebutted.

despite it was ur frens.

but that wasn't the main point.

it was a last minute decision,

how could you have known and

stopped me from going?

i was sorry i told u late,

and i was already sorry.

yet u ratted on me,

and i felt again what i felt earlier on that day.

it feel i was a puppet,

being controlled.

maybe we should reconsider what i said when we meet yesterday?

before our hearts hurt and ache,

we could solve this peacefully.

Ke mane la aku pegi?

2008-10-20T20:39:00.002+08:00

HELLO peeps! btol melampau sey. da lame giler tak post...
ape nak buat. nak on comp aje dah malas.

so far yang telah happen is that: Hari Raye which was gerek giler. finally dapat baham segale yg aku tak dpt makan. dapat collection lagi :] ka ching ka ching ! then, end of year exam yg boleh2 katekn disappointing btol but bukan semuenye tapi ape nak buat... dah tak leh menyesal lagi. it's better not to regret. skarang, focus on forward track prog , then there's still malay O-level... so no early holiday for me mcm gini.

Sometimes rase mcm depressed and i don't noe why. but i just wished that i'll start fresh and tat's what i'll do. stop regretting and start working for better results. got to be more optimistic.

Skarang, cume tak sabar nak pegi purbalingga. nak pegi shopping for stuff etc, and actually go on a single plane with 24 other friends which gurantee kecoh punyer. i'll bet mesti have the best time ever kat sane agaknye. boleh giler pikir pasal purbalingga trip ni. Excited GILER !

straight after holidays dah start, kene kluar rumah... taklh terperuk kat dlm rumah aje... got to mingle and socialise. kluar ngan cousins, kawans and buddies... Shiok punye :]

Will i stink of bird poo?

2008-09-19T21:04:00.002+08:00

Tommorow, i have to freaking go to the jurong Bird Park for a group cip project but i'm te only one who has to go...how ironic, but being the benevolent me, it's ok. anyway, kan tengah puase, must forgive and forget.

Somemore, tmr most probably going to geylang to get my baju kurung but i have this cip thingy which i have to be there by 8.45 am.... it sucks man. I thot of sleeping late today but what the heck. But i'll make sure straight after that, if my family really going to geylang, i will, no matter what, i have to go to...even though it's a long journey...

i just hope that i don't get pooped on by those birds... plus i have to wear white which makes bird poop more obvious ...hehehe :]

WORDS...

2008-09-12T10:14:00.003+08:00

I've just realised that i haven't been blogging for a long, long, long time.

ok...fasting month has started and today i think its the...12 day? think so. still, i'm so excited for Hari Raya to come... all the green packets. Can really wait sey. then, get to buy lots of new clothes....wooots ! also, get to go out with my friends... sure chaos but what the heck. its the fun that counts...

then talking about hari raya, i will always think going to purbalingga next...since is the next best thing i want to do or in this case, go. It will be a fun 8 days with my closest and bestest friends ever...and getting to travel overseas [ on a PLANE ! :)] together will be so exciting man ! Omg, i could like go on forever... but i have stuff to do.

that's why i can post at this time; i didn't go to school today. I have to go for a freaking asthma review cos it's been quite a while i've been coughing sooo badly and i think i had asthma attacks a few times already. so, i just need to straighten it out, before aniting worse happens to me...

hai... to think of it, i'm like so sickly man. it's so so so easy to get sick. I'm jst so sensitive to the weather, temp conditions, food etc. yet, i call myself a food connoisseur and outdoorsy guy.how ironic. aniwaes, there's nothin much to do as to watch what i eat and prevent myself from getting sick anymore. I think this year, i 've absented myself from school the most...hmmm..what would ms tay say? aniway, i wouldn't want to know.

ok then, ciao people :]

Speechless

2008-08-18T21:07:00.003+08:00

tsk...I feel so miserable....sigh...
I have a french test in like three days, and i have missed alot and forgot alot.
But, I've got to pull myself together. I know i can do it again.
I've done last minute revision before, time after time.
Why not now?
....
haii....I still feel unmotivated.
Maybe i just need to sleep my worries away...

:[

Ca2

2008-08-14T15:39:00.002+08:00

i started the common test, sooo on the wrong footing. it was totally a bad start. i had no confidence in my first four papers which are english, social studies, literature and chemistry... Chemistry which i thought i was prepared and most confident but still it turned out wrong. this is common test is not following to my expectations, or is the other way round ? But, it's all over. I just have to pray hard that i don't flunk my papers.

but today was a total different story. i sat for hmt and geography paper today and amazingly i finished with time to spare. for hmt, i was confident that i ad it done quite well but now, having doubts though ...hahaha :] and for geography, i wrote four full pages for a meagre three questions...in 50 mins which is like a new personal record...hahahaha. as soon i'm done with reading the questions, i straightaway wrote whatever came to mind; the answers came to mind instantaneously. I was like amazed with myself. First time, i did a humanities paper without skipping an earlier questions.

I feel great about today's two test paper... woots. but I'm bound to be depressed aft this, FO R SURE. nxt will be physics, elementary and additional maths....OMG, i'm gonna suffer terribly :[

wth..

2008-08-08T10:57:00.001+08:00

the injustice i've suffered is endless... it may last an eternity, maybe.

went to vivo city...

2008-08-07T20:55:00.002+08:00

last saturday, i had went to vivo city after so long...

i was so excited man. went in and out shops but most of the time i just had no energy to buy anithing...

But when i entered the Calvin Klein store, i saw this two pocket, plait shirt in orange which i kinda like.... okay, i'm madly in love with it... it was on offer some more... I straightaway had to buy it and Yay, i did :] despite the fact i was torn between the shirt or the boxers which i have always wanted. buy its ok :]

then went to zara and topman and more... i loved the zara perfume shirah recommended. it was heavenly. I love topman's clothes. just waiting for the rite time to buy them cos i like to buy clothes with purpose . Vivo city is basically my and any fashionistas' paradise. there were other great stores but i'm just too lazy to name them... :)

can't wait for another round at vivo :]

Which one would u choose: health or wallet?

2008-08-07T20:42:00.003+08:00

I was freaking out when i realised that my wallet was missing...

It happened last tuesday. it just after recess... Only when the second period that i realised my wallet was GOD DAMN MISSING !!!! I was like what the f**k !! But then, i was still relaxed and didn't even panic. Weird aite? despite losing an Louis Vuitton wallet? I've practically gone bonkers. Maybe because no one noticed that i was freaking sick and getting sicker by every moment.

As school was coming to a close, the panic began to set in. All because of my hungry stomach. I need FOOD. i need the money to buy FOOD !!! After wandering around the school, i was resolute to give up. i have no more strength to search on.

Just then, nadiah finally admitted when she sympathised me... she was the one that took it. I was like WHAT THE HECK MAN !!!! but then she passed my wallet to saufy. i quickly find him and asked for my wallet. he finally gave in...But being my violent self, i just can't walk away. I gave him a smack in the back with my a maths book[ kudos to my a maths book ^^] and when to retrieve my wallet. then straightaway, i went to buy food, food and more food.

I was a miserable day really... but i don't blame her. it's just that i suffered considerably bad. WHat a day man. what a prank ;]

it sucks !

2008-07-30T20:34:00.003+08:00

why won't they just freaking understand?!
I'm human
I have feelings...
They just don't care,
They only care about studies,studies,studies...
Makes me sick to the stomach, man.
It's never about me.
What about me ?
I wanna cry my heart out !!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHH !!!!!

Crazy in Fashionly Love

2008-07-29T21:17:00.004+08:00

i don't know why but lately i have been so OBSESSED with sketches, i mean sketches of clothes. FASHION, FASHION, FASHION !!!! that is the only that goes through my mind[ & her too] non- stop... i've been sketching in between lessons...ok not in between, during lessons is the right term. i'm obsessed with this book that shows step by step techniques to drawing a good sketch, but being me, i don't follow step by step. I just see and learn what i opine is important. Maybe, this is what i want to do in the near future... who knows really? :]

p.s: don't mind the a lil' retarded drawings...still work in progress :]

Pheww...

2008-07-16T09:40:00.003+08:00

yesterday was a rocky day for us....

I was being too self- centered and selfish and self absorbed.
I cared less about her being around me.
I was being so thoughtless.
I was basically being a foolish idiot towards her.
That is why she got soo angry with me.
that is why i felt so wrong and bad inside.
I just hurt her feelings.
But I really regretted my actions.
That 's why i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooo
oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
SRY !!!!
[& she forgave me...the end :) ]

Fedora fever.

2008-06-27T22:03:00.004+08:00

I'm now like crazy over fedora hats....they are like so cool. Going classic chic.

I love the pattern. very chic aite? :]

Buy one for me please, anyone?

The Start Of Misery???

2008-06-27T21:53:00.002+08:00

the first week of term 3 has started and it was not that too bad....
changed the seatings...now with mandy, ze tong, chun kit and bing cai....love the grouping. lots og joking around and uncensored talking now and then...gave me a good laughter though.

then my new a maths teacher was mr benjamin chan....he's such a nice teacher. he totally understands us...there was one incident where i had copied a mate's work in desperation cos i had left the book in school when i had to hastily go back home due to gastritis... however, unfortunately, i was busted. he totally found out but he only like talked about it...he didn't even raised his voice. I totally appreciate his kindness and wake up call. however, he could definitely improve on his handwriting cos i sometimes get lost during his lesson but i think[ think only] i could understand his lessons so far.

there was a lot of changes....for geog, we got ms rashidah, the most intimidating female teacher around, for literature, we got ms foo.she's quite stern and strict too if u really get on her nerves... and there will be alot more changes in the future.

next tuesday, i'm going to sit for my GCE'O' level malay oral...but i don't even feel that worried or nervous....maybe it hasn't hit me yet. but still, i'll try to practise at least a bit.there's also a ton of homework to do for the weekend but i ain't feeling the pressure. i'm confident i can handle it :]

Ok then. Ciao people.

2008-06-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

Do the quizzes on your own accord...kinda lazy to tag and name names... :]

cheers aite :]

10 things about me

2008-06-13T23:54:00.002+08:00

Rules:
Each blogger start with 10 random facts, habits about themselves.
Blogger that have been tagged need to post on their blog about 10 things.
At the end of this, you gotta choose 5 people, list them and tag them on the blog.
Don't forget to comment on their blog that they have been tagged.

1. i like branded clothes
2. i yearn for chocolate & ice cream
3. i want tiramisu
4. i have a gigantic appetite
5. Fashion fanatic & critic
6.fashion desinger wannabe
7. I want to travel the world
8. i've got loads of dark secrets, i mean secretSSSS.
9. I wanna be filthy rich
10. i luv her :D

????

2008-06-13T23:44:00.003+08:00

Instructions:
Remove one question from the following and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What’s your ambition?
To be a Top fashion designer or a model :]
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend?
since both are the bestest people of my life, all of them :]
3. Who is the person you trust most?
ME.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence.
I guess so.
5. Who is your idol?
I can't think of any, seriously...
6. Do you believe in seeing sunshine & rainbow after the storm?
Yup.
7.What is your goal for this year?
Excel in every endeavour.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Its possible.
9. Have you broken someone’s heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
I'm not that sadistic.
10. What feeling do you love most?
i luv it when i love & yearn for my loved one.
11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
Great personality.
12. Who do u luv most?
Her.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
It's indescribable.
14. What does flying mean to you?
Being free among clouds....so whimsical aite? :]
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
love, happiness,money, her.
16. Do you love anime?
i'm clueless.
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Loved & missed a lot. :D
18. What have you done to please yourself?
eat chocolate and ice cream :]
19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
it have to be 3 months ago.
20.If your room is empty,what's the first thing you want to put in?
Colour !Colour! & more colour!

Back on to HQ.

2008-06-13T23:25:00.004+08:00

Finally, i can stay put in my house.... camps aft one another. first it was OBS which was great yet torturous and then the recent one was Perkampungan Bahasa @ NUS. it was a great 3 days 2 nights camp.

this camp was all about malay culture and instilling in in my generation so that it doesn't vanish from the face of the earth....it was loads of fun. we had an amazing at west coast park at night....And my grp[ GO BAKAWALI ! }] was the first group.... WOooHoooo !!! we're proud of our teamwork ad cooperation. it was a great game.. and we had wet games which was fun too...quite humourous.and for once, we don't have to sleep in tents during a camp. Participants like me stayed in hostels, an actually room with beds, fans and lighting....it was great to have all that aft experiencing obs...the facilities where great nothing special but still appreciated. the food provided was not that shabby...most of the times i had seconds :] i'm a guy with a big appetite you see.... aft all that, the last day was the highlight.... i've gone through thick and thin with my group....parting with them was kinda emotional. i felt tears but i kept it in...but liyana a teammate just couldn't take it in...but that's okay...it's understandable. thanks abg kahlid for all ur help and guidance. i'm gonna miss you and all the others: liyana, farzanah, ewan ,nurdin, hasyimah, naqi, faeezah,haziq, kak yus, abg khalid. hope we meet some other time.

this past two weeks has been really quite emotionally draining....i'm missing alot of ppl
jessica
abidin[ my monkey obs instructor]
liyana
farzanah
ewan
nurdin
naqi
abg khalid
kak yus
haziq
and a whole lot of other people.....

you guys have a significant part in my life....nice meeting you guys and i hope our friendships last a lifetime :]

& a shoutout to my loved one... great to be back together aft a long time :]

Back tO basics

2008-06-08T13:03:00.002+08:00

This past five days has been torturous, tedious, tiring, bloody, back-breakiing, sweaty, dry, wet and everything else bad.... It was worse than people said or i imagined it to be...

I was so relieved to come back home or at least see flats when it the bus back home after soo long being away from civilisation. omg... i just can't believed i survived OBS camp but i'm PROUD to say i did :] it shows how strong, determined, persevered, resilient, brave, thick-skinned, responsible, hardworking etc. I'm proud of what i had achieved during the OBS camp.

one was the kayaking.... it went for hours ; going against tides, waves, kayaks crashing, arm crackling, around an island.... But i [& izyan] still made it to camp 3 !!! woohoo. Steady ah! then there wass the rock climbing....i'm all smiles when i think about it.... I managed to reached the top of the 12 metre wall. YAY !!! and i can say i was the fastest...people started calling me spiderman! hahhaaaha. I'll take it as a compliment then. then it was the trekking... though trekking was mine and everyone's of my watch[ GO JUNKO! ] lowest moments, but when i look back, i'm kinda proud of myself that i didn't just break down and crumble but instead i persevered and continued on despite the fact that my body couldn't take it any longer. i've realised that i'm more stronger than i thought i was.... So steady ah syafiq ! finally, was the raft building. it was a tremendous team effort.... our raft made the other teams i think imtimidated cos our's seem the most durable and strongest raft. and it was! it passed all three tests: kick test, shake test and lift test with flying colours. we were really happy that moment. even our instructor, Abidin, was proud of our raft as he said and i quote" i have no worries to launch our raft" we were on cloud nine. however, sadly we didn't managed to launch our raft cos a team didn't managed to pass all tests...but it was ok in the end.

we had a quarry dip ! it was the highlight of all five days.... it was like being in heaven after a long time i haven't bathed. it was so refreshing and invigorating. we then played a short game of water polo and i managed to score a goal for my watch....woots !

then, i thought i would easily to let go of pulau ubin... but as i boarded the boat and was on the way to punggol jetty, i kinda missed Pulau ubin... all the times spent there. it was as though i'm leaving a part of my life back on the island. it was very emotional deep inside me.

Overall, there was some unpleasant and great moments of OBS. I will carry those memories in my mind till the end of my life :]

I Pronounce You 15 :]

2008-05-15T15:49:00.002+08:00

WOOHHOOO!!!!!

Yay ! i'm finally 15 :]
For sure, it feels good...hmm...:p

However, celebrations aren't what i'm looking for this year....Cause i'n a bit worn out because just yesterday was my school's cheering competition and my class got into the finals !*WOOTS*

I'm already contented with all the friends i've got and hope to make more with the upcoming OBS[ which i'm so damn excited man]... just look forward to birthday wishes and maybe a few special presents maybe....

This year is truly a special year[ maybe]... :]

Freedom tastes Sweet

2008-05-07T21:03:00.004+08:00

Finally, freaking exams are over and i'm now a free man.

Just now, it was some kind of sports fair. Though I didn't get to play[ which I was upset by that], I still got to play some games like floorball and volleyball. It was freaking fun man. Running here and there screaming till your throat's hoarse[ was nothing actually]. It was a crazy scene. BUT tremendously fun. I love playing volleyball. Best giler.

But there's a price to pay. Now, my hands and arms are acting from playing volleyball. Just now it was swelling but now it's ok. But my arms are still aching.

Despite the fact it hurts, Playing with my peeps was the best of all after all the exams, we barely spent time together. Now, we're one and even closer. I'm sooo happy when i think back the moments together. They are friends that I can never replace. Hope our friendship lasts a lifetime, my dear friends.... And may I find new friends too....

Hey Peeps.

2008-04-20T00:24:00.003+08:00

My Hot Hosts....PS. that dustbin is not included.
Kite kan biol.... ape nak buat? :]]
Sooo....Goodbyes from me ! ;]

2008-04-07T21:10:00.002+08:00

this was us at the underwater world. People said we were Cute man :] We were like stars for like, maybe three minutes. People took our picture...ahhahaha. Kinda embarrassing.

3...2...1....

2008-03-31T19:52:00.002+08:00

They have landed. Widi is finally at my house. Don't really knw he's first reaction but it's for him to bear anything that he may not like.

Hope the first night won't be so awkward but i have this feeling it will. He's a nice guy but a tat to quiet though.

But i'm looking ahead to all the activities. Hope they really enjoy here aite :]
Ok now, gonna shower and change clothes cos i'm gonna have dinner at causeway point. It will be my family's first time bring him out WoooHooo.

They're finally here !

2008-03-29T22:57:00.002+08:00

YAYs....

the indonesian delegation is finally here in singapore... It was at first awkard meeting them at the airport. but when we sneak back to the hotel, we were all so informal and talking stuff, laughing. It was no longer tense anymore. so i'm quite happy. then tmr, we're going sentosa. Omg, can't believe its all paid for.

However. my buddy, Taufik seems fairly quiet but we don't noe yet. see how it goes.... how they have a blast in Singapore, especially with us. Cos they we're quite reluctant when we were about to leave. but nvm. All the best to the exchange programme.

2008-03-24T11:18:00.001+08:00

My Birth Month: May. Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.
You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.

Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.

Your gemstone: Emerald

Your flower: Lily of the Valley

Your colors: Yellow, red, and green

Oh dear...

2008-03-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

it's quite a long time since i've last posted. it's been really a busy start of a new term but that's life.

first was that my friends and I entered a poem recital competition[team] called Gema Puisi Artistik 2008[ GPA] and we won third prize and the best song written... not bad at all for a first try and our preparations were moderate. All thanks to us as we were the only group with live music[ and i'm one of those musicians :)]

then after i came back from Bali, somehow,someway i got food poisoning or stomach flu. it's very miserable. u have stomach pains on and off. u can't eat this and that. but never mind. i will endure.

now i have another poem recital event again. now its like a public affair already. there will be ministers and prominent people. hope we manage to pull it off. Good Luck.

WOOOSH !

2008-03-09T17:31:00.002+08:00

Tommorrow, i'm off to Bali for six days. i've already packed my stuff. now the only thing i need to do is wait. to tell you the truth, i'm only a little excited at this stage. but nvm.

the only thing left to do is to finish my homework which is quite a lot. but i don't seem to care actually. but i'll do those that are more to computer based. but i just wanna be in the holiday mood. maybe bring some to do there.

then i have my cousin's wedding straight after i fly back. so, i don't have a chance to procrastinate. i just have to come up with a plan which i can't at this moment. oh well, i won't think abt this anymore. it's gonna ruin my holiday mood.

so guys, see ya in sch next,next monday and pray that i have a safe trip. gonna miss you guys. BYEBYE !!!! :]

Loads of stories.

2008-03-05T21:29:00.001+08:00

i've got loads of things to get done[ but heck care?!] and stories to tell

firstly, this past two days[tues & wed] i'm down with lots of illnesses; fever, throat infection, really terrible cough and a running nose[ how unlucky can i get ?!] then got mc for two days but still came back to school for gamelan. this is the next story

I when back for gamelan because i just can't miss it. i like it so much. rain or shine, i'll sure to be there. but at first, me and nadiah totally forgot the rhythm and everything else but as we go along, we were quite good. then sufy saufy came for their first practice. sufy tried my instrument[ bonang barung] and he's not bad[ but i'm better! hhahaa] really love playing gamelan

then this saturday, i have a competition and i have to play another instrument[ saron barung] for this competition. i have to wear the gamelan costume and stuff [excited man!] can't wait for the competition itself. hope i don't make a fool of myself though cos i'm not familiar with that instrument well. but i'll give my best and hope we win tops. just that, i have to memorise the notes which i'm not really confident cos i'm vocal not physical if it has to do with music. but that won't stop me![* displays a confident look* :)]

next is that about Jason Phuah, a classmate of mine. he got scolded in front of my whole class cos he pointed his middle finger at Ms Meyer[ what happened, i'm not sure cos i wasn't there:( ]
i heard that Jason phuah even cried when he got scolded...hahhaaahaha[sorry but i find it quite hilarious]in the first place, where's his brain at? his ass? why would anyone do that and get himself in trouble, BIG trouble? dumb ass.

then, my bali trip this march holidays are finally confirmed, FINAL, can't change! WOOOHOOO gotta start packing man. got by clothes. get this and that. get my luggage bag. OMG! so excited man. going far away for one whole week, maybe not a week six days. but then got homework ans stuff. what a bother. but heck care?! i'm gonna enjoy myself and not worry. that's settled. got all the air tickets today...by the way, i'm going next monday on 10.50 am at changi apirport terminal one. coming back on friday at around 6 pm[singapore time] . so during this period, you guys might not be able to contact me though. damn Excited man!

than i got myself a reeboks bag! :] going shopping for more!

and that's all. maybe a few more coming.

Smiles.

2008-02-27T20:13:00.002+08:00

Today was fun or great;either or.

first was when i got my english paper. i got 23 out of 30! it may not seem much but at least another a1 after a few disappointing results.*sobs* watever; says my alter ego.

then i joined the gamelan group. this afternoon was my and all my friends' first attempt at playing all the various instruments. it was really fun. although we all were blur and practically make a fool of ourselves, it was still fun. the only disappointment was the instruments were no more playable, so it was out of tune a bit or maybe a lot. an the floor was dirty so my pants got really stained but it was worth the dirt and dust. it was really an eye-opener.I can't wait for next practice.

ps: there is also another shafiq in the group. & bcos of that, farhan & khairool, sec 4 students, keep calling out our name for nothing & it was freaking irritating i tell ya. i even shouted at them. hehehe.

Depression

2008-02-25T18:54:00.001+08:00

TODAY,

Begins the day of my DEPRESSION.

Don't ask why cos u'll piss me off !!!
& You wouldn't want me to be pissed off, trust me.

Freedom tastes sweet.

2008-02-23T14:55:00.003+08:00

For one whole week, i haven't been posting because of common test...

But now, Common Test Is Officially Over!!! WOOOHOOO !!!

Freedom at last. Now let me enjoy my feww days of freedom before i see my results of the common test...Bound to fail a few papers for sure but for now who CARES ?! :p

Now i'm just looking forward for the march holidays as it's confirmed that i'm going to Bali for a whole week. YAY ! woots
And also looking forward for the delegation from Indonesia that's coming here. One of the guys will be staying at my house for a whole week. We have many plans in store for them.
Then in december, i'll be going to Indonesia .

I don't know why but i realised that everything about this year has to do with indonesia. Mr manaf talking indonesian, javanese and having indonesians here in BPGHS and me going there for exchange programme and holiday... Just hope that i'll won't turn into an indonesian :]

Looking forward to this joyful and eventful year :]

Yesterday's Story.

2008-02-16T10:10:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, it was the total defence day... so my school had this fire drill exercise. I thought after that we were free... but then that "very clever" Mr Tan suggested that we sat together in the sweltering heat to hear the Total Defence Alarm. we had no choice but wait. But lots of stuff happened. there was this kid[Rafiq]from the class next to mine. he saw a dead frog's carcass and he was so disgusting enough that he picked it up and put it his pocket... Ewwww. then i threw a fake cockroach at my girl classmates and they were freaked out. Hahahahhaah.

After school, we had the girl's volleyball match. it was so saddening to see our school's team lose :( haizz. But never mind. there's always next year. I'm just sad for the kids that are taught by him who failed the maths test as they have to go to detention... Gd luck

Then we also went to the library to just read magazines... i had taken a stack of magazines. but then, there was this very inconsiderate, rash and rude girl who just walked across the room and just simply took my magazines...Wtf. couldn't you just asked? what a bitch.

Then that was basically wat happened :]

Wanna a Cockroach?

2008-02-13T22:38:00.002+08:00

today was damn hilarious and special to for some friends of mine....

Firstly, it's the february babies birthdays[saufy,sufy,shahirah & izyan]; past, present and future. we bought for them a cake... my friends and i all supposed to chip in but somehow ppl are trying to run away from paying up . but they better pay up- there is no such thing as free cake. but let's put that aside.

today was freaking funny...tears were shed fyi[ by me:) ] first was the prank we played with the february babies... we put a cockroach in the cake and everyonewas like shocked yet disgusted... then we gave it a good laugh....

next was cikgu manaf.... he was suddenly talking about our names in Javanese... then my friend, puteri nadiah was called "put put" in Java !!! hahaha... we were like laughing madly. he mentioned again after fencing.

Next was the prank we played on Ms Trina Tay during social studies lesson with the cockroach. ting hui had borrowed the roach and plan to surprise ms tay with it. she hid it in her ss bk which ms tay was checking at that moment. and when ms tay was checking ting hui's bk, the ting hui flipped open the page where the roach was and pretend that she was shocked to see it too... hahahaha. ms tay was like speechless. her expression was priceless. then she also laughed along with me and my classmates... then she 'confiscated' the roach for a while and stuck it on her finger and pointed it all around. kinda a funny really.

and DON'T FORGET.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! :]

Thank Goodnes...

2008-02-10T20:58:00.002+08:00

Today was so hilarious.... but the star moment was during my tuition... So hilarious that tears were shed and stomaches cramped.

It was so hilarious that i had a asthma attack momentarily. I can't really tell you guys what really happen. For me to know, for you guys to find out i guess...

Today also marks the last day of our short CNY holidays... hope you guys are rejuvenated. So BPians, this means we have to start slogging again. GOOD LUCK ! :]

Thank Goodnes...

2008-02-10T20:58:00.001+08:00

Today was so hilarious during tuition but there was this part that was terribly hilarious....

It was so hilarious that I had a asthma attack momentarily... Kinda scary but worth the painful laugh. I can't tell you guys though what happen. for me to know, for you to find out i guess...

And also, today is the last day of our short holiday, so BPians, start slogging... Good Luck for CA1 :]

! Hey !

2008-02-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

hey, guys...
Just updated my blog. what do you think?

Now, i'm just enjoying my CNY holidays....So, happy holidays :]

BFF...

2008-02-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

best giler sey last wednesday[the eve of cny]

ramai2 berkumpul, hang out together...hai... kalau la boleh hari2 kan bagos. although not all yang dapat pegi tapi at least ader jugak yang ikut skali. straight after school, terus pegi CDANS. nak main bowling and laser quest lagi la.... tapi laser quest pulak tutup on that day. sial betol la. dah berkoba-koba nak main tutop. hai, ape nak buat. dah nasib badan.

so, kite[aku, sufy,saufy, amirul, nadiah, amirul zainudin, nabil, shirah, hanafi and tirmuzi] main bowling aje. kite main due rounds. And i totally suck for the first round sey. like totally hancur ah. got only like 37 points...ain't it pathetic nak mampos. but the second round was better. finally knew my tactic and my position. AT LAST ! but still got only 74 i think? or was it 67? anyways, still did better. aku bukan last lagi...Yay. [tu pon nak bangge eh, u may think so. hahaha ;)]

then, lepas tu merayap kat amk hub ...entah ape kita nak cari and do pon aku tak ingat ah...i only rmb that aku betol2 ngantuk that day... aku bangun pukul 5 pagi ah that day!

btw, nenek aku suke tengok harry potter ah... suke nah tengok magic...especially flying on the penyapu....hahahaha

So, i think that's about it. so assalammualaikum :]
* aleh2, aku tukar to 'bahasa melayu hancur' aku ni ah....Sorry to the non-chinese cos it's all in malay, most of it :]

Got some updates to do aite.

2008-02-04T10:51:00.000+08:00

this past few days are kinda boring...

Oh ya, last saturday, my family went to bugis after collecting our passports at ICA.
I finally got to go to bugis street... [cos i've never ever been there]
It was freaking crowded. but th clothes there are freaking nice...if only i was a millionaire.
But then, i got myself a [plain black] cardigan....YAY finally.
after that, it was blah blah blah

On sunday, my family and my cousin went out to eat for dinner.
We decided to eat seafood [there was satay though]
The whole table couldn't even fit all the dishes we ordered, and let me tell ya, it was a LOT.
going back home was tedious... Ur stomach full, eyes drowsy but it was great though :]

Happy Birthday !

2008-02-02T00:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, on the 1st February was My Best Buds birthdays.... They're twins btw.

Sufy & Saufy.

Happy Birthday :))

Today was SUPER FUN!!!

2008-01-28T21:13:00.000+08:00

Today was not what i had expected. it is not the usual monday that i hate everytime.

Firstly, during p.e, i finally got hold of the basketball and contribute to the team ! although i didn't score anything though...[ actually i hate basketball, SERIOUSLY ! ]

Then, the rest was usual, lessons after lessons, blah blah blah....

After school was where the fun starts. It was fun hanging out at the Nexus canteen with my fellow friends, amirul, nadiah, anna and fana plus others too. I just love chatting with them. my life will never be bored and bleak around them. there is always something happening. Then, it was fencing...

This the first time that i'm gonna mention something good about fencing... during training,coach wong actually praised me ! He said and i qouted" you're not bad, actually better than those monsters"[monsters= my fellow fencers who actually fence improperly.] then he praised me again !!! he also attempted to correct my moves.... which shows that he finally pays attention to me and i mean something now[ after so long]... YAY. I now stand a chance at going to competitions, so now i have to give my best to prove that i'm as good as others :]

After fencing, i don't how but we started to spray water at each other... we ran, we shouted,we screamed and we got wet terribly.... it was just the funnest thing ever...i was laughing constantly... Hai, i can't believe that i let myslef be so childish and get myself all wet but what the heck. This is ME and i can't deny :]

Fun, fun ,fun

2008-01-26T21:50:00.000+08:00

today , i got back with my ex-classmates from primary school. i met up with shu hui, jia yee, jia hui, jia mei, shok ling, syaifuddin, aron, alan and marcus. it was really nice to meet up with them again.

first we went to macdonald's and after that was when all the dilemma started...shu hui didnt want to go to east coast as we planned. she wanted to go to bugis just to play online games?! wat a waste of time to go there just for that really. in the end, only me, syaifuddin, shok ling, aron and marcus went to east coast.

We took the bus 966 there and thought it will reach somewhere near east coast. in the end we got freaking lost... luckily marcus was there to the rescue... but then i took over and i was the hero of the day.

when we reached there, we rented bikes. marcus and syaifuddni got the tandem bike[that can sits two] it was so hilarious seeing them ride...OMG !!! i kept laughing seeing them... i was also sometimes the laughing stock in a humorous way...it was really a super fun day but freaking hot..Then it was such a long journey back home.

How lucky...

2008-01-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, my hmt teacher, mr manaf gave me and nadiah a treat! Bcos both of us are his best and hardworking students !!![can't be denied...hahaha] he treated us to dinner at lot 1...how kind of him...

Luckily yesterday, i came back to school... worth all the heat that i endured and the distances i overcomed.

Then he wanted to buy us books and lend us his books...which was totally unexpected. In the end, i wanted this crossword puzzle book cos i really love doing those. He readily obliged although he already said that he'll buy us a book if he finds something suitable....so me and nadiah both got one each :)

when it was time to go home, he asked whether we were taking the mrt as well... but that time i haven't topped up my ez-link card so i couldn't take the mrt except buses...he even offered to top it up for me but of course i felt guilty as he has already treated us to dinner and a book...so i said it was okay. that i just take the bus :)

Mr manaf is actually not bad at all. my perspective of him has totally changed, maybe not much though. you will definitely like it if u were in his good books i must say.

HURRY,HURRY, HURRY !!!

2008-01-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

sry guys, can't post much today...

there are freaking too much homework....So damn lazy too :[

Wth

Just another plain old day...

2008-01-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

Lately, i have been bombardede with lots of work... its driving me insane, i tell ya.
especially my malay compos....so troublesome really.
But didn't expect that i could write approx 1293 words for it though !!!

Then today, it must be BORING DAY in my class... all the lessons today are so slow and borng to death...everyone pratically didn't even bother & i'm definitely one of them. But for the first time, Mrs Poh can't make to class because of blah blah blah.[find out urself if u wanna know] but she gave us this freaking piece of work which was driving me crazy. so hard to do! we were supposed to hand in today but everyone was in a rush to go home and they need more to think more, so everyone totally ignore Mrs. Poh instructions. Who Cares?! however, later on when doing my work[in the MRT], it was quite easy though...hypocritical isn't it?

French class was blah blah blah...nothing much or happening.

PS: thank you to those who voted. And to those who haven't, hurry up and god damn vote !!!! :]

Dreams come true...

2008-01-20T12:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday, me and my family went to check out the changi airport's terminal 3...
it is really damn nice...modern and futuristic...
Then went to terminal 2, then 3 and ate our dinner there...blah blah blah...
The most exciting thing was that my dad was planning a trip to BALI this march holidays...
I am like so excited about it.Going somewhere further, on a longer flight....OMG
can't really wait....especially seeing all the flights that is going to Bali...Makes me more excited...
I think the trip is definitely a confirmed one for sure....both my parents are constantly talking about it....YAY !!!

The other thing was my dad said that i could have something i really want and he'll buy for me !!! Omg, this is freaking unbelievable... I had the choice of having a PSP, a new HANDPHONE or a LAPTOP...All of this are in my desire list !!! I just can't choose...I'm like in a dilemma right now....i have to make my choice quick and wisely...Argh...So stressful...

I better think properly about this before making ay rash decisions...
I wish that i'll make the right decision and get to go to BALI ! :]

Longing to get out !

2008-01-18T22:53:00.000+08:00

After of three consecutive weeks of only study, study and somemore studying, i just long to go out and have a blast, literally.
I missed the feeling of wearing my jeans, slipping on my havaianas sandals and wearing a t-shirt besides the school pe shirt of course... To put it simple, i was bored with this never ending routine. i was looking forward for a change instead.
& that was just what i did... me, nadiah & diyanah went to the library straight aft sch today planning to finish our work but instead everyone lost concentration and started reading magazines[especially me!] then diyanah went back home early as she had to attend to some 'big business'[ yupp... it is wat u're thinking now] so left me and nadiah...
I was soo bored so we when to the reading area where u could listen to music as well. we picked up a few magazines, not a few but a whole bunch and read from 2 i think till 6...This is the first time i never get tired when reading something.
then i went back home and my mum wanted to go to the supermarket so i made use of this chance to wear my clothes after so long!!!
then the rest was boring history....

!Oops

2008-01-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

i haven't been posting for a long time due to my faulty internet connection.

So what do you think of the video? Hilarious? Stupid? Simply crazy?

Today, me and my higher malay friends got mocked at by our so dramatic teacher[you know who]. He called us arrogant, proud and blah blah blah just because we didn't asked questions?!Is he in the right mind!? WTF !
BUT what the heck...can't be bothered by some lame people...
Today was down right freaking frustrating i tell ya.just thinking about it makes me go mad...ARGH...

Just for laugh!

2008-01-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

CHECK OUT THE VIDEO OF THE DAY!

Full Of Surprises...

2008-01-12T13:35:00.000+08:00

I haven't been posting for two days....
Mainly because i was either to tired or lazy[althought both still means the same]

But on friday, it was like heaven...finally the WEEKENDS!!!
but it turned out to be hell...hahaa
cos there was a pile of homework to be done in two short days... :[
Can't these teachers give us a break, will ya???
There's e maths, two english compositions n bblah blah blah...don't even want to mention THEM.

but then there was a surprise in store....
For the first time ever, my baby sister, at only FIVE MONTHS, said her first word !!!
My dad was playing with her while i held onto her and my dad kept asking repeatedly,"are you a boy or a girl?" then suddenly she said "GIRL"... i was freaking shocked[like the malay's will say" terperanjat beruk kau!!!"].So was my dad...then we laughed till our stomachs hurt. this is not a joke, i tell ya.

It was really a surprise.

That's her retarded look. but ain't it cute?

ATTENTION.

2008-01-09T20:49:00.001+08:00

...ATTENTION PEOPLE...
IF YOU are in need of tuition for Math or Chemistry, you have come to the right spot!
My Cousin, Mas Ayu from Innova Junior College[formerly from Nanyang Junior College] is offering her service to Secondary 1 to 4 students. The details are as follows:

Subjects: Mathematics (Elementary or Additional), Chemistry (Pure or Combined Science) or Malay

Credentials: She's a Junior College graduate currently waiting for A-level results.

O-Level results:
English Language -A2
Combined Humanities -B3
Mathematics (Elementary) -A2
Additional Mathematics- A1
Physics -A2
Chemistry- A2
Biology- A2
Malay -A1

Charges: $90 for every four lessons (Not charged on a hourly basis & the tuition fee is negotiable. The tuition lesson will end only when all of your questions are answered , thus no fixed hours. Tuitions can be conducted privately or as a group.Location of tuition,time and day will be confirmed later. )

Teaching experience: Tutored in Math and Science for Primary 6 and Secondary 1 students. I am currently a CCM trainer at Anderson Junior College for MOE’s Conversational Malay Enrichment Programme.

For any enquiries, contact: Mas Ayu[tutor] @ 92277142 or Me[Syafiq] @ 81381705 :]
*Latest response by end of January... :]

Just another plain old day, i must say.

2008-01-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

Today, there was E maths and A maths one after another. and the sight of my maths's teacher[my A & E maths teacher is the same;mrs poh] just makes me feel bored and to put it simply, i just can't stand her. I'm also not used to her teaching.The thing that i hate most about her is the fact that she gives us homework everytime she steps in the class. But then ,she always does some examples similar to the homework questions but they are always easier and the homework is like 3 times tougher. What The F**K huh?!
Luckily, there is my good friend,Bing Cai[thanks man] who always manage to solve some hard questions...It's like we have this chemistry..I'll solve the starting equations of a maths questions and he'll work it out.if there is the mistake, i'll point it out and we'll both get the answer in the end.perfect chemistry huh, won't you say so?
Then, it was another day of humiliating and tiring and depressing fencing. but then there was nadiah and anna who brighten up my day:] YaY...
Sooo, that was my day :]

Let's have some zzzz's in class...

2008-01-08T21:05:00.000+08:00

Today, i think, by far most boring day ever...
I was practically dozing off every time. even at this moment actually.
Doing this ,doing that...all the things i detest : WORK !
but usually i don't complain that much actually {& ppl, don't complain unless u have a better solution, okay ? :] }
Then, i totally didn't went for french class... I was toooo tired mentally and physically.
I just don't know why i feel so weak today.
However, I was exceptionally hardworking today :].I did my homework straight after I got home.
If you know me well, You'll find that weird, really.
As for everything else, it's average.That's all actually that happened.
Quite dull if you have to say so...

Depressed :[

2008-01-07T21:22:00.000+08:00

today, i'm utterly depressed :[
everything went wrong,wrong,wrong!!!
my handphone was spoilt[now revived thank god]
my computer screen won't switch on[ now it's ok though]
fencing was just another disaster in waiting...
The things i talked & discussed with Anna(my fencing buddy) totally pulled my spirits down to the ground.Felt like cryin, man.Everything during that period totally was not to my favour. It's as though the whole world is turning against me.
Hopes were dashed. Dreams shattered.
But this is life.Its ups and downs.
I just have to live with it now and try not to ponder much on it.
So, i guess i have to study for a freaking lit test tmr.What a bother...

Finally done for the day.

2008-01-06T17:06:00.000+08:00

It always takes me quite a long time to edit my blogs...
maybe because i'm not fussy...
I admit I may be quite a perfectionist but what the heck.
At least it's done is it? *Smiles

First time in my whole life...

2008-01-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

This is the first time ever in my whole entire life that i ever decided to do a blog.
Can't figure out why I wanna do this but what the heck.
You will be seeing lots of me from now onwards, I guess :]

Signing off, Syaphiiq :]]